Bakit ganito yung feeling? Para kong sinaksak ng ilang
beses. Para kong itinapon sa bangin. Bakit ang sakit? Bakit ganito!?
Nahihirapan na ko ng sobra..as in sobra.. pwede ba isang araw, mawala tong
sakit? Pwede ba isang araw bumaliktad yung mundo?
Bakit sa lahat ng pagkakataon lagi akong mag
isa?nasasaktan?nadudurog? i don’t know how to explain how and what i feel right
now coz there aint no exact and appropriate words for this.
Noong una, akala ko tama yung decision kong piliin sya. Akala
ko kapag sa kanya ko sumama sasaya ako. Oo nga, andon ang saya pero
nangingibabaw yung sakit na halos araw araw kong nararamdaman sa kanya. Andami
kong binitawan, tinalikuran, at iniwanang opportunities para lang sa kanya
tapos ganito lang? Maiiwan ako sa ere? P*&^%$#@! Nakaka GaGo! Para kong
nagpalipad ng isang saranggola na hindi ko naman pagmamay ari.
Let’s make it straight. This is about love. I have been in a
relationship with Ronald Cruz Mercado for three years and a half. We had ups
and downs; and we’ve been quarrelling about time to time. I know it is not
normal to have misunderstandings every now and then. We’ve been spelling out
the word f-o-r-e-v-e-r. I thought we could wait the right time for us to be
together na. I’ve even planning our future-what life we would have be. You
know, those thoughts will just be an imagination from now on. Hindi ko ito
ine-expect. I thought were okay but then were not. My thoughts are just
thoughts.
I should have listened to everyone’s common advices. I
should have applied it on my life. I should have listened to them!
B*&^%$#@! Nasa huli nga talaga ang pagsisisi.. hay nako!